I know this....and after every thing God has done in my life recently I really, really know this but I can't help being so anxious still. I told a friend last night there is a sense of peace knowing that God is in control.....however, you have to get over the hurdle of the anxiety attacks first. Everything that is playing out in my life right now is of God. I wouldn't even be in the position to possibly (prayerfully) get my boys back, have my own place again soon, be safe now, and so many other things. God has provided for me so much better than I could have ever imagined. My life just 3-4 months ago was sooo different and I was so miserable. I truly am amazed on how much more easy going I am. It's been a hard road but God has held my hand thru it all. He was there with me before I went to the hospital and when I was there...always teaching me and showing me his love. Love, something I've always craved and I gave myself up to get it but only got hurt in the process. Oh well, you live and you learn and you move forward.
So...it's a praying game right now. I can't help trying to figure it all out and how everything is going to work out but in reality, God has this....he is in control...he put this whole ball in motion so I have to sit back and see what he has planned.
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I is so fun to watch God provide and in ways that are so far beyond our imaginations! Thankful we get to share in that with you!
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