Face Down...but not out!

This speaks volumes to me....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WQIIz9AuUA

I know in my heart I haven't let it go and I know it will take time to process and let him, my fantasy, my old life go. I have peace that I'm making the right decisions. I'm not making them based on anger or a sinful nature. I really am amazed on how God has been working thru me. I love it. I am truly blessed and I'm reminded of that everyday. Several people have recently told me they KNOW Im saved. I guess everyone questions their own salvation at one point or another, especially when they sin. I know God is working and has been working in my life. I know he has been protecting me even though I was being stubborn. I know he loves me...always has, despite everything I have ever done. There truly is a peace in knowing that. I'm so glad that I'm growing in my relationship with him. He really is such a comfort in my life and watching him work is just amazing.