Thursday, March 19, 2015

I want a fast forward button

If ever there was a time I wanted time to go by fast it's now. I am so excited for the future and every day I'm more convinced that this is what God wants for me. I have never in my life felt so loved secure and honestly...emotionally healthy. Sure I still have moments of hormonal craziness but all in all I'm really as happy as I can be until I can have him be a permanent fixture in my life. I just know in my heart that this is where God wants me to be. And all of this is in Gods perfect timing. Sure I've loved him since I was 18 but the level of love and adoration I feel for him now is so much more pure and mature and real. We both had to grow up and as much as I hate not having all these years with the right person I do know God was teaching us both life lessons so that we could be perfect together. That's what I choose to believe at least :)

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