Beyond blessed

God continues to out due himself in my life.  It's been a hell of a road to get to where I am.... and I'm not done traveling but i am beyond blessed.

I have a job that is amazing.  I get challenged and get the opportunity to learn more and grow my career.  I'm paid very well and honestly love my job.

I have a completely wonderful man that is truly perfect for me.  I've never been so sure of anything or anyone in my life.  It's such a different feeling than I've ever had with anyone else.  It's so... right.  He makes me so happy.  He makes me a better person.  He makes me feel confident and sexy and so very loved.  He is like oxygen to me.  It's an addiction I want to indulge in forever.  I can't get enough of being with him.  He touches my heart like no one ever has. I can't wait until he is mine forever.  It may be hard right now but I don't think I could ever walk away from him... unless hard boundaries are broke of course.  I have faith he won't hurt me.  I never want to hurt him.

I love making him happy and the look he gives me when he's just staring at me.  He has already exceeded anything I've ever had and it gets better every time I'm with him.  I literally fall more in love with him everyday when i didn't think I could ever love him more.  Have you ever had that person that just completes you?  Even tho it seems clique.... and I never really believed the "fable" but I'm living it and it's so awesome and amazing.  My heart is so blessed. I am so lucky to have a real man that adores me like I adore him. 

I truly believe I have my soulmate. There are some rough roads ahead of us but I have to have faith it will just bring us closer and that we are meant to be.  If for some reason it's not it will hurt but have to understand I will be ok regardless.  Hard to be on that line.