All of my decisions in life are now well thought out and prayed about diligently. However every once in awhile I'll get a pull against the direction I'm going. The question I have....it is fear or intuition?
I don't want to have fear control my life...especially when i haven't been given any reason to have unsubstantiated fear. It's so hard to trust someone when you have been put thru as much as i have. Every person that I trusted wouldn't hurt me has hurt me in countless ways and honestly I'm tired of pulling the pieces back together. I can't even fathom how far in life I would be if I were more cautious before. But alas....it's all God's will and God's plan.
Doubts creep into my mind but honestly I've never been given any reason to doubt. Is it normal or a result of the events in my life. I know what I want but the road there will be hard...and expensive at this rate. Just wish I knew without a doubt the end game but life doesn't work that way. Sigh.
